When I look at some of my favourite work here on dA - a communtity I've been a part of now for nearly three years - I feel sad. I am completely in awe of the amazing pieces of work here, and find myself slipping further and further away from joining that elite circle of people. I've always thought of myself as an artist, but I seem to have lost it somewhere inside of me over the past few years. I feel deeply jealous of much of the insane beauty which I find on here; see my previous journal entry for my latest envies: [link]

I know creativity is a part of me, and it's a part I love and want to cherish and nurture, but at the present moment in time, I feel completely overwhelmed with events and life in general and I don't know how to transform it into work. I disapprove of many forms of 'comtemporary' art - much of which is obviously based on current affairs etc - through personal taste. I'm just having a problem finding the part of me that has been shattered.

I haven't felt the beautiful floating awe-inspiring soul-lifting sensation that some songs and music give me in a while, until I found this one: [link]

Amazing

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